شماره : 4514
Initials: F. Q.
Hello, I’m thankful. It is really hard and hurtful. It hurts to find out that a series of things were easy, but I took them too hard for myself and my family. I am happy that I became more aware. This realization has been too heavy and painful for me that it is coming out of my eyes through tears. I tried too much to put my hand up to speak but I couldn’t and now I just regret it.
It is hard to be far from your parents for 21 years and to make a lot of problems for yourself just because of this and get stuck into this situation, and sometimes unable to wrap it up. I hope to achieve peace; the peace that I have not had from my early adolescence; struggled to achieve and suffered but persisted stubbornly out of my pride.
I was very arrogant for my family and I don't want it this way anymore. I want to kiss my father's hands. I want to hug him and cry and empty myself for 21 years of living in imaginary presence of my father without having him in actual fact.
I am sorry for myself. I am grateful to all of you and to dear Fariba, and my reference: Ms. K. V. A.N